It has been weeks since I last heard from him. He just chose to go silent on me while I opted not to bother. After all, everyone needs some breathing room, right?
I went home late tonight. Mom, John, and I got home past 9PM. I was exhausted. Somehow, I found myself wishing that he'd go online. I wanted to hear from him. Just when I was about to give up on that idea, he suddenly popped out of nowhere. I took a pause thinking of what to do next. It took me a minute to reply and say one word -- "hi". Our whole conversation was only 16 minutes long. Short, I know... but it was enough to put a smile on my face.
I miss him. But what can I do? I can't exactly "bother" him. That would be so inconsiderate of me especially now that I know that he has issues which he needs to deal with.
Anyway, right now, I just want to share to the world that I feel complete. He completed my week. 16 minutes of hearing / reading his thoughts -- it's enough to put a smile on my face and it's enough to help me get through this toxic day ahead of me.
I hope everything goes well today...
I hope...
Oh, and one more thing, it feels wonderful to be loved. :D
:D i like this post!
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